Saturday, May 7, 2011

Tell me now babe is there somethingn in this air

We're breathing

is there something i wasent seeing

U LEAD ME ON
now I feel so torn apart
it didnt have to go like tht
you didnt have to brake my heat
u could of just told me the fact s.
your that Reason why I don't love

Bridge
Get the this through ur head
My heatbeat is done as dead
No more returning
No more yearning
For u
(boom boom boom boom)
(Chorus)
I loved u once before
Nowthats done
I needed u once before
Like my heart
Like the beat
But it's over now
Turning down the heat

Verse 2
There's no way I could not have seen that coming
I promised no more Pain.
just in it for the game
No more ppl that could hurt me
But yet i lost what i could see ,
So I'm done
I'm through
With this
with you!
How do u control me
like Knives in a voodoo
Time to release
My rage
out of the cage

Bridge
Just Get the this through ur head
My heatbeat is done as dead
No more returning
No more yearning
For u
(boom boom boom boom)
(Chorus)
I loved u once before
Nowthats done
I needed u once before
Like my heart
Like the beat
But it's over now
Turning down the heat

Verse2
Soil going to walk away

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I’m not sure if i should stay at friendly or leave. Next school year = DRIVERS PERMIT!!! oh yeah I’m ready! once thats done I doubt I’m going to be driving to school. haha not to friendly atleast. psssh we have to pay for parking. what i look like? excpecially with gas prices were they are. hahaha.! THOUGHT i was about to pay lol.
I wonder if gas prices will be that high later on in the future. Watch in 2020 gas price go down to 1.00. yea that will be the day. haha. (when pigs fly maybe)
but yea school. still debating. theres 2 other schools that seem to be on the list. NORTH POINTE and WESTLAKE but i don’t know. wish i new which had the better offer. My dad says north pointe. but north poite is a whole new BIG ass school which BTW involves walking. Then theres westlake were i kno more people at.. and then theres friendly (current school) where i kno everyone. but the atmosphere is BLAH.
oh welly

Ur always on my mind its hard to believe
tht some1 i hardly no i could never leave
i hate it so much but love it so dearly
the thought of u just come so clearly
its kinda weird how i can say all this now
but i cnt tell straight up y or how.
Im confused without a dought
theres times were i wanna shout.
I wanna tell u how i fill but i cnt
so if ur reading this now i want u to no
i love u and i could never let u go.

Stuck

can you believe I'm afraid.?
I'm afraid of being with you
I'm afraid of what u might do..
I'm stuck in my thoughts because it seems I only think of you
why cant you be my boo
i'll treat you right like your new
what the hell am I to do
I like you I do
but I'm stuck when it comes to you.
I'm stuck when it comes to your smile
your voice, you laugh, your looks
everything… but it cant/wont come tru
because you dnt fill the same that I do
do you?
I'm stuck when it comes to you!
please tell what am I to do
because you already know it,
I'm stuck when it comes to you.

everytime i think of u this poem comes to mind

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I’d say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, “This is eternity,
And all I’ve promised you.”
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way,
There’s no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart “

Author Unknown

Mom

Why do I miss you so
Why did you have to go
left me here alone with dad
which I'm glad but sad.
I loved you why couldn't you see that you were everything to me :'[
when you left it tore me apart
inside and out. but yet for some reason
I could never frown
like I was always happy
and I think I no why
its because when you died
you were always still alive
you never left did you? you stayed here with me
in spirit and harmony
"ill see you again I" is what they say
and I no I will one of these days.
I hope its not soon I'm sorry I do
but for now my place is here on earth, for now in front of the moon.
but please wait for me
for I'll be there b4 u no it.
I love you just always remeber tht and never forget
that you mom will be here
were my heart is always lit. <3

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Hallways Hurt,, Do Your Part, Stop The Abuse

Setting takes place in the halls of school. Boy is walking, bullies are behind him ready to torment and tease him.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Civil rights

This is a civil rights video about what Afican Americans had to go through back then.
My question to all this is why stay? Why stay and fight for your rights when you know honestly thoughs people who are treating you like dogs DO NOT CARE. All the toture they put blaacks through back then, you would have thought something would click in their heads "Is this something I should be doing? IS THIS RIGHT?" BUT NO they sat there and laughed at their torture at blacks pain. Why try to win somebodys affection and honor when they don't want yours.
If that was the case you might as well not even try to gain it. I'm not going to embarrass myself for anybody, and I'm damn sure not going to loose my dignity and pride for anybody.
its a waste of breath and time. The way whites treated blacks back then was horrible and cruel and unforgivable. I would not wont someone who treats me like that's honor. Like they were supeior to me. NO! its timeless, spending your whole life trying to make ignorant people who are supposingly "smart" understand that black, or brown is a color not a disease not a sin. a COLOR. and if they couldnt understand that they honestly are sorry people in life. For you to come at me with Something as small as MY COLOR. Of all things in the world your worried about my color. is really ignorant to me, and childish, and you shouldn't have to deal with something like that. Now am I saying give up? NO, I'm saying don't let anyone destroy or hurt whats inside of your heart. don't be humiliated by people who just don't understand or are scared. I believe whites treated blacks the way they did because we were different, unique and that is exactly what we are unique. not like most. We stand out which to me is a good thing. show people that not everyone are the same. Whites saw that and feared it. So they treated us like dogs to destroy us. and apparently they didn't because look at us now, strong, Independent , successful blacks who are living our lives the way our 4 fathers would have wanted.
Although Black people use to and still are insecure about their color when they should not be.
I'll say this now and till the day i die, we as a people are just as beuatiful and wonderful as any other race and if one simple race of people have a problem well f'em because you shouldnt let anyone destroy your dignity or pride for something as small as you color or the way you look.!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Kryptonite

If I go crazy then will you still

Call me Superman

If I’m alive and well, will you be

There holding my hand

I’ll keep you by my side with

My superhuman might

Kryptonite.!!

i luv this song :D

Monday, February 21, 2011

Never let go of your smile.

ROBOT SAYS HI :]

Friday, February 18, 2011

Band

This is the band I'm in currently. Members are Jordan Stephanie Antonio and Michael

Jordan is the drummer

Stephanie play's 2nd guitar

Antonio play's base

michael is the lead guitar

and I'm the singer. Yes singer.

Our band is called u.a Unforgotten Affliction. We do what we love and just play. not gonna lie its tough. having a band, but fun. We get a long which should count right? Well Currently we are working on a song, which is to be upload on Facebook once its done. so listen up it is going to be amazing.! :]

sun set

Isn't it beautiful. it was an accident when i took this one. The picture was suppose to come out clear. but Maria (my friend) had moved my hand and messed me up. Turns out the jokes on her because this is really nice.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Bleeding Love - Hip-Hop

so this is a hip hop dance from the show "So you think you could dance."

To me this is really cool, The fact they did a hip hop dance to a slow song.

Looking at this video, it was so easy to picture whats going on.

Its about a a girl and a boy.The boy seems to be a work aholic and the girl doesnt want him to leave but he has to although he doesnt want to leave either. I find it very passionate.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

MUSIC

HEADPHONESSS.!!!! The most commonly used speaker in the world. You see headphones let out noise, preferably in many peoples cases, MUSIC. I AM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC . Just have to put that out there. I don't know what i would do without music. It calms me. And i'm sure their are people out there that feels the same way. Music gives you a chance to express yourself. To allow you to let go and be yourself. It is the message in our generation and in our world. It understands us more then most of us understand ourself. Music to me is life...

Oranges

I LOVE ORANGES :]

this is my other blog. it is filled with other photos i have taken so you can check it out if you like :]

http://jadey-waddysblog.tumblr.com/

Sunday, February 6, 2011

A New Way a new day

she walks still in the blue sky on the road that never dies.
no path to be taken no path to be made
hoping one day someone would walk along side her
on her way.
no purpose in life no purpose in life
she has no purpose in life
at least she thinks she doesn't, she thinks its all games fun time
for play,

but one day one day
she might be able to rest.
no games no play just rest all day.
shes tired of walking on the path she walks
she wants to start over
on a path that talks

a path that says "I'm clean and new
come walk on me you.
please walk on me.
I'll lead the way to a place that is bright as day.!
no trouble, no pain no games
juts free. not dead but free. that is what you want to be?
free to be you. thats what you want right to be you?"

But, But what can she do. theres no path like that
no where to be found.
So until then she'll walk, she'll keep walking from here, to then

FROM NOW...

Friday, February 4, 2011

This isn't goodbye not just yet

SHAUNTISEEEE :] . this is me other sister.! She is moving though, to westlake (my dream school) and i don't want her to leave. I might not see her much in school now but I still feel good knowing shes there. With her gone I dnt know what will happen. School probably, most likely wouldn't feel the same without her. I hate that she has to go. But I know we can make it work right? right?

right, because our friendship/bond is strong, and can't be broken. wont be broken. I'll personally make sure of that. I love you shauntise.!!

FLY

COOOL.!!! (HAHA) Now lets see you try. Don't forget your protection.!

Skating

THE SKATE BOARD I KNO I CAN'T DO TRICKS ON... *SAD FACE. Skating is surprisingly harder then it looks. And painful. Please note to self , if you want to try tricks and you are a beginner WEAR A HELMET, KNEE AND SHOULDER PAD.!! because once you fall... boom.!

STEPHANIEEEEEE!

This here is STEPHANIE.!!! (yeah i kno you like the way i edited it..haha) She is one of the cooliest people i kno and love to death. We known each other since 6th grade but didnt start talking until 8th. since then we been best friends none stop talk spending the night over each others house. just about doing everything together (well not everthing). shows that anybody could end up being someone you could never loose, your friend. Even if you least excpect it .

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A FRIEND

WHAT IT MEAN TO BE A FRIEND it means you know what to say when the person down,

where to go when you want to hang around

a friend not only lets you no that their be there till the end

but also they would be there throw thick and through thin.

a friend wont leave u there to figure out on your own whats right and whats wrong

a friend would stay there with you and keep you strong.

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A FRIEND is how you let that person know

That you will be there in their lives to help achieve what they need

no back stabbing no regrets no time in your lives would be left unchecked.

You will have their backs and wont ever turn it on them.

because you would know deep in you heart that they will always be your friend.

even if years were to pass and time were to go by so fast

you would never forget the bond that was spit

the love that you shared

or how much each one of you had cared.

You see WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A FRIEND is not the color of you skin

not the cloths that you wear

not how you talk or the way you walk

it means your willing to do everything for him it her.

it means your there and will stay never to go away

and if you do go you wont let go

That is what it means ,

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A FRIEND...

Its different, yes i know :]

you say straight i say curvy

you say fake i say real.!

you say right i say wrong

you say yes i say no

you say weird i say cool

you say slow i say fast

you say retard i say unique

you think 2nd i think 1st

you want this i want that

YOU SAY RANDOM,

WELL I SAY FAST THINKER

Fake or Real?

When I first took this picture the flower looked real but when you start to get use to it ...

It kinda reminds me of how some people are. you notice them and its like "Ok they look cool. Real, diffrent." Then you get to know them and they end up fake. Life lesson don't judge a book by its cover. They or it wont always appear as awesome as you would have thought.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Febraury 1, 2010 "def poetry" # 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRgIGMwZd2o&feature=related
The second poet i chose was Sarah Jones- revolution. I liked this poem because it speaks the truth. It talks about how men only wants sex, and how she isn't going to have their revolution based a pun them getting sex from her or any other women. I agree with what she is talking about. Women shouldn't have to please a man only from sex. and men should only want from a lady is sex. Our revolution is way more higher then that and most men only look at the lower part. Which is sex.

Febraury 1, 2010 "def poetry"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpog1_NFd2Q
The first poet i search up was Taylor Mali

"What Teachers Make"

even though we watched this video in class i still really liked it. This poem to me, as a student, spoke out to me. It showed me how teachers who are mean who do yell at kids a lot are only doing it because they care. Not because they just felt like yelling at you or because they enjoy the amusement of you suffering.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Muffins

So my dad brought some wild berry muffins the other day and im not going to lie i thought they were going to be discussing. Turns out they were delicious.!!

Guitar

My acustic guitar. I honestly don't know how to play it but its a good model for the camera. (haha)

Covers

This picture was taken randomly, in the bed. Where i should be in now. *tired

keys

Don't you just hate it when you loose something somebody gave you and they assume you just don't care. When really its not that you don't care, its just that you miss placed them or forgot where you put them. Like they never miss place something before.

bracelets

these are my bracelets i wear everyday. When i don't have them on i fill naked. like a part of me is missing. Weird, maybe. Different yesssss

Let me introduce you to my baby. This is Nigel. Me doggy. he is one of the many things I love. "My baby My boo my one and only you ill never let you go not even for my crew." *singing. (ha ha)

People think he is mean but honestly he isn't. Don't judge a book by its cover. Nigel is one of the nicest dogs you'll meet. He might be extremely tall but he is small when it comes to being mean..

I WAS HAVING A MOMENT. Ever had one of them days were you were completely bored and had nothing to do. Everyones gone, your home alone. Been watching TV all day. Tired of the computer. Can't leave the house until your mom or dad gets back. Then suddenly you randomly notice something your never noticed before.. Yeah this was that kind of day. I started taking pictures and noticed the way the camera had took the picture, but yet I never noticed it did that before.